Sunday, December 22, 2002
Okay so let’s see…..i’ve been up to A LOT recently and given I have a bad memory I’ll hafta start on Tuesday. I managed to write a History DBQ ANNNDD and English analysis essay in under 5 hours. this sounds like no big accomplishment, but these were bangin A++++ suckas.Wednesday I turn in my papers, chill take an algebra test the right after school it LORD OF THE RINGS: THE TWO TOWERS time!!!!!!! Boo-yah!! I went with cathy mike Joe andrew travis watson brandon Sam and Dalton. Great movie. Fucking awesome. Some people thought I sucked because it didn’t follow the book, but too bad. It really played up Legolas and he looked totally ninja! Afterwards watson & Sam came over to study @ my house. Watson & I suck at math so we got sam to help us review for our test tomorrow & I helped sam write his english paper. I don’t think I helped very much thou….... >:-x but his paper turned out to be better than mine o.o and then Thursday morning I skip chemistry first period and catch up on my Zzz’s and not much else happened, other than a really cool discussion with watson 5th period. Friday I presented my assonance project in English (it had a picture of legolas<3 on it ~drools~) and I made little goodie bags with the recipe for “snowman soup” on it. They were cheesy but good~ After school I went over to jenna’s house to exchange gifts w/ her & jessie. I got Jenna a Harry potter shirt & a dog picture frame & I got Jessie a Puma shirt & a baseball shirt w/ a pink heart on it. An I got a purdy hoodie from jessie and a calligraphy set & journal from jenna. Fun times. Then I came home and slept like there was no tomorrow, I really needed this break. Today I went to cary’s b-day party and had a blast. John liley dropped the key so his truck and france-lee and I suddenly looked at each other and we were like ‘LETS STEAL HIS TRUCK!!!!’ so we ran to the parking lot where it was and john was chasing after us.we Hopped in and started it, and john hopped in the back. France-Lee floored it and the slammed on the breaks and john’s head hit the window in the back >:-X we were really scared he got hurt but he was all right. then he climbed into the cab and while france-lee was sill in the drivers seat & he started driving and going like 50mph over speed bumps and I thought he was gonna kill us! And then he pretended he was gonna slam into Jessie’s mustang but he didn’t. I was like ~phewh~ cary’s party was fun and there was lots of yummy papa john’s pizza. I’ve been feeling kinda “blah” lately but recently ive come to the conclusion that I don’t give a crap who likes me and who hates me. If they want to hate me its their personal choice or should I say loss. And I’ve thought a lot about who matters to me and who doesn’t, and ive decided to stop doing things that hurt me just because they make other less stable people feel better. You know what I mean? I need to worry about myself and let other people go and do what they will.And if they want to do things that only hurt themselves in the end, that’s their own business~ On another note, ive always been into the sex pistols but now more so than ever. I thinking about doing a Sid Vicious art project, it would be da bomb son! WInter breaks are good things.
Sunday, December 22, 2002

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Saturday, December 7, 2002

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Thursday, December 5, 2002

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Thursday, December 5, 2002
O'LORDY! MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE, MY FAVORITE BAND, IS COMING TO THE NORVA FUCKING DECEMBER 13th!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYONE GO SEE THEM!!!!!!!! THEYY RRRRRRUUUULLLEEEEE!!!!! >:-D >:-D >:-D
Saturday, November 30, 2002
Im sitting here thinking about a lot of things. First of all, I watched this movie last Tuesday called “The Sweetest Thing” last Tuesday and I found it to be one of the most vulgar, crude, idiotic, pointless-well it was just a totally horrible movie. It really pissed me off. It took things like date rape and sexual harassment and “swingers” (lol) and it turned these totally serious issues for women and men alike into stupid jokes. I’m sick of the main stream taking everything I believe in like human rights and rebellion and turning it into a joke or a meaningless fucking fad. Every time I find a place where I fit in and feel accepted it becomes the next big “thing” and I have to find something else to do. Its not that I try to be different, or even care if I am . in my view everyone is an individual regardless of appearance and there is no such thing as true conformity, but I just only fit in with the misfits, that’s just how it goes for me. I just find in more main stream cultures I can be dressed perfectly normal and not do anything out of the ordinary but I still seem to be “out” . out of what, I don’t really know. Its just like where ever I go people look at me like I’m different or there’s something wrong with me. But every now and then you find a haven where people know what its like to get “the look” and they accept you and even if they hate you, you just feel totally at ease. The big commercial machine I like to call America has just recently sucked up and spit out the punk subculture. I’m not a punk and I never really was but I really liked this subculture and I fell really sorry for all the real punks out there who are probably really angry and confused. “the man” (lol) has taken the rebellion they hold dear and spit it out into bands like Good Charlotte and Avaril Lavinge and labeled them “punk” and now all these little kiddies that have a stick up their ass are running around saying they’re rebellious, they fight the system, and all the while they keep on going back to hot topic to get their hair dye and pay $10 for a ripped up sock. *tisk*tisk* And what pisses me off more is the fact that almost all women these days are stupid whores. It all comes from the media, which raises America’s children these days. Christina Aguilera tries to out slut Brittany Spears and all you really get is less and less clothes, less and less substance, more and more meaningless sex. They think they’re at the forefront of a sexual revolution. Shit I wish they were, but they’re not. I honestly wish I could go out and loose my virginity and that the rest of the world would just see it as part of growing up but it wouldn’t. Men are always told “get ‘em tiger” but Women are always told “wait til’ you’re married” I think its total bullshit to have a son and a daughter and not realize what fucking mess you’re dumping them into by telling them that. The boys are driven and feel like they’ll be losers if they don’t get laid and the girls feel like they’re not worth as much once they’ve lost it, so it hurts everyone. So yeah, sucks nuts.
Saturday, November 30, 2002

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Thursday, November 28, 2002

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Thursday, November 28, 2002
Show on Friday- fun stuff. Saturday andross came over , fun stuff. I called cathy but she was asleep and mikey didnt wake her up >L if anyone sees gay asian hoodies anywhere, please tell me. I so wanna J-rock hoodie of some sort coz well u all know why ^_~ gyah strung out is a good band, so is your mom. Tomorrow im gonna fail a math and probably english test >L I read most of huck finn, but yeah thats how it goes. Sarah Vaught and deep-voice Stu go out, and I think its so CUTE! >:-D I cant wait til drum lessons Tuesday!!!!!!!!!!!! Lol coz ive been practicing a lot, im re-motivated ^_^
Sunday, November 17, 2002
So apparently our school mascot is a black girl wearing an oversized head of a white guy that dances like Travis and I cant decide if its scary of funny. Spirit week was weird this year coz a lot of people participated. Friday I had to stay after and help decorate so I could get a free ticket, almost got killed by Crystal’s bad driving and then I made tissue paper flowers for two hours. After that we went to Mikeday and Crystal stayed for a long time. I was happily surprised and she even played video games! >:-D I cut Brandon’s hair then Crystal had her hand at it and then one of Savannah’s friends did it too >:X poor guy >:X humm then crystal left and cathy and I sat around being bored and napping while they got their gamer’s drool on and played the sniper game for a long time. yummmm and then we got $5 pizza!!!! >:-D on Saturday I slept in then I watched DBZ for awhile. Leah and Eleanor came over and chilled for a bit then they went off to find their dresses for homecoming.I tried to do a 50's flapper type thing, but i dont think u could really tell. They didnt find any so leah borrowed something of mine and eleanor just made hers. It took a while so we were about an hour late, when I got to Andrew’s he had that ornery look in his eye and Joe was all hungry but then we got the Chinese and things got better. We got to the dance late , Eleanor was a bit tipsy, and I wanted to show Joe the ghettoness, but we just couldn’t infiltrate the blacktop. >:-( omg i saw hakob and his date Eva (if i remember correctly from his party) they were really cuuuute!!! She was playing with his tie and i was like aww Andross look at that >:P The Amber and Brandon we there being cute, and i took a picture and Timmy and his gf we there being cute, so i took another picture ^_~ We left kinda early coz most of the ppl didnt wanna stay.Watson stayed and got his mac on, which was very entertaining because of his commentary like, "it was like a machine-gun!!!" We dropped Jenna off coz it was past her bedtime (sorry but its true >:X) and then we all went up to Eleanor’s dorm which was REALLY nice! CNU is ghay because everyone smokes but they had the halls all decorated for Halloween and El said they had a competition between the halls for best decorated. It was hella cute.So then we left and dropped Joe off, then Andrew and I stayed at my house, and Leah and Eleanor went off to have drunken lesbians sex, you know they did. So andrew and I sat around and watched Ineyasha the gay-zorh Yu Yu Hakisho came one >:X we had a plan that we would jut be like "oh no! looks like we fell asleep! Too bad! Guess u’ll hafta stay the night!" but my mom snookered us and woke up at 12:30. Sooo andross called home and Savannah was having a party. But luckily Jeremy took a brake from getting his mac on and came to pick him up. I will be able to drive hella soon. My parents are planning on getting me a car from my neighbor Barbie from down the street. We are test keeping it this weekend. So unfortunately I hafta go, My blue honda Civic awaits me ^_^
Sunday, November 3, 2002
Sweet jeebus. Still havent thought of a topic for my narrative essay that was due last week, the sonafelt’s gonna have me condemned to hell >:X o lordy im typing rhythmically to my DDR music >XD I’m so ghay. Humm Eleanor and Leah are coming to homecoming with watson, andrew Joe, Jenna and i. Should be ……..interesting >XD I just hope watson doewsnt get embarassed by them or me coz they get really rowdy sometimes. I am so gonna be a sekret agent when I grow up. I looke like everyone and its so funy. I look just like velma for one, some ppl say I look like the chick from karate kid 2, and I look a lot like elanor’s boyfriend zach,( Andrew even confused us once) and I look like ultra emo guy >XD so funny so funny. Wheewh I have drums tomorrow and I get to test drive my blue HONDA. HONDAS are where its at, if you’re at an inexpensive unreliable place. I want to make the grill look like teef hahaha Grill=Grill >XD get it? get it? Muhahaha Andrew’s party was A LOT of fun >XD
I think I scared everyone with my mad Velma looking like skillzors. Why do Reel Big Fish always seem to know exactly what im thinking? >:-D bwahahaha. Lets see what else has happened……………..…….duh…..i dunno. I got way cool Domo-Kun purse from cathy! Cute cute cute! Homecoming is gonna be pimpin’ and andrews house should be fun >:-D heehee YAY!
Monday, October 28, 2002
Stayed home today. Very very sick >:X now must go eat dinner with an uncle while still very very sick >:X
Thursday, October 24, 2002
Ullgh man Mr.Ward came to school today and isaw him like 5 times. Each time he decided to be mature and make "ullgh Mr.Miyagi!" faces at me each time. I don’t know if that’s really the face he made, because I was looking straight forward but my friend was like "uhh whys that guy looking at you like that?" I really dislike Mr.Ward. I had him freshman year and I really thought he was the shit. we were good friends and stuff, but then when I had him sophomore year he just started acting like a total asshole. Like one day in class he totally humiliated me and made me cry over a piece of tape, and that was just hell having his class every other day because he wouldn’t ignore me (like I did to him) he would go out of his way to say disrespectful stuff to me and insult my sculpture. It also hurt my feelings because a lot of my friends never really believed what I said >:( not like they have to believe me, but it hurt none the less.
Wednesday, October 23, 2002